i see myself as an ongoing art

i see myself as an ongoing art ,a reliable person the person who desperately try to break free from negative circumstances and negative thoughts.i constantly have to remind myself of why i should be confident and have faith in myself.Sometimes i feel like i am intelligent yet stupid at the same time.Isee myself as motivated but not always committed .we experience the positive feelings of high esteem when we believe that we are good and worthy and that others view us positively. we experience the negative feelings of low self esteem when we believe that we are inadequate and less worthy than others.